so today has been a little easier. I actually had a pretty good day. I had a good conversation with a new friend today. I have decided to let this new friend set me up with a goo friend of hers. I think it is the best thing for me to move forward with my life. It is so clear from all the things I have learned over the last week that I need to walk...well actually run away from Donny. Meeting someone new will give me a fresh start. I hope to meet someone that has the same values and goals that I do. So I am pretty excited about meeting new people.
Something I did today, that I probably will regret and probably shouldn't have done it. But I gathered up all Donny's stuff today and threw it on his bronco at work. I just needed his stuff gone and him out of my life. I am sure I will catch hell about it. But after finding out he has been cheating with Jamie and only God knows who else, it was the least that I should have done. I am not as bitter towards him as I was the first few days, but tonight when I put Kaden to bed he cried and cried that he wanted his daddy. That for me just broke my heart. I used to pray and pray that I could give Donny the son that he swore he always wanted, but now it seems like he doesn't care for Kaden. Anyway tomorrow is a new day and I hope each day gets easier and easier till there is no more pain.
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