First Blog

Well this is my first blog...guess I will see how this goes.  Today has been such an emotional day already.  It seems every day brings a new betrayal or heartbreak from the man that I loved with all my heart. The man I gave everything to and would have given up anything and everything for.  I know it should be so simple to just walk away.  But for some reason I can't explain. I can't walk away. I can't let him go.  I just sometimes wished he loves me half as much as I love him.  Maybe with starting a blog I can put my feelings down. Maybe it can help me begin the long journey of healing.  A very good friend told me no man wants an unhappy woman. She is so right. I have been so depressed with my situation for far to long. I have let so many things go because I have been so focused on Donny.  I think in time I can get back to where I was or even better. I know that each day that goes by I will get stronger and stronger.  With getting stronger each day I will be a better mother, friend, and person.  Thank you to all my friends who have listened to me go on and on about my heartbreak. I truely appreciate each and everyone of you.